Breast Or Test? Part 2

Like many other mummy's i wanted to have a water birth and do X Y Z with both baby's including "Breast Feeding" but because Dalton was a poorly baby as he was taking the nutrients and many other things as well as mine it wasn't good enough for him and he became to ill and shrunk in size so they had to bring him out 2 week early by C section. I Fed him straight away in hospital, Even though i had the milk i wasn't sure if he would get enough and having Mastitis in both breast i wasn't going to feed him an infection! Unfortunately unable to feed my baby the "BEST MILK" i had to bottle feed him and felt like a failure not just to 1 but 2 baby's. This was certainly a "TEST" as i wasn't able to feed my beautiful baby's breast milk and other mums could, it was gutting. From this day today he still loves the bottle and goes through so much milk hes going to be built like the Hulk! All i say to you mummy's who have doubts, do what feels best there is no wrong or right about feeding your baby as long as your baby is fed that's all that matters.